Is true love hidden in the moments we can’t stop remembering… or in those we choose to forget? There is nothing like a high school reunion to bring the old times flooding back…
Old Passions… Handsome singer Loretta “Rett” Jamison has built herself a successful career and a repertoire filled with romantic ballads and hot jazz. But her failing relationship with lover/manager Trisha York has left a growing emptiness in her heart. Trisha seems to have found what she needs in the arms of younger women. Can Rett find it on the lips of the classmate who gave her the first real taste of passion?
Old Secrets… Former Head Cheerleader Cinny Keilor is an All-American girl… with an all-consuming secret. Still blond and beautiful, leggy Cinny is looking forward to reliving those idyllic days of proms and pep rallies. But has she forgotten those steamy nights in the back seat of another girl’s car?
Old Pain… National Science Award winner Dr. Angelica Martinetta is being honored by the reunion committee for her victories in the war against ovarian cancer. But the former outsider has returned to face a different challenge – can she win the heart of the one woman she has pined for all these years?
From Karin Kallmaker’s unmistakable pen comes this unforgettable story of looking back and moving on, set to a sultry jazz ballad.
Who doesn’t wish they had a voice that could move people to tears? In the good way, not in the Florence Foster Jenkins way. Perhaps Florence was braver than I – I leave the singing to professionals like Rett. And everyone is better off.
The cover of the Spanish language version Inolvidable features a photograph by iconic lesbian photographer Judy Francesconi.
Fans of this book won’t want to miss the novella “Unforgettable, That’s What You Are” featuring Natalie’s courtship and the other follow-up short story “I Will Go with You” in Frosting on the Cake 1: The Original.
- Unforgettable at the Lesbian Review of Books The kind of indestructible and talented woman we all dream we could be – much like Molly Bolt in Rubyfruit Jungle.
- Unforgettable at Journal of Lesbian Studies The book’s underlying message is one of lesbian empowerment… Kallmaker’s reign as “queen of lesbian romance” no doubt will continue. – Journal of Lesbian Studies
- Unforgettable at Lambda Book Report Inside the pages of a romance women can find themselves, reveal unhealthy pasts, and discover solutions for anything from troublesome adolescents to unsavory murders. Are ...
From Chapter Three
A new voice startled Rett. “You look like you just won the lottery.”
It was the dark-haired woman who had seemed familiar. “I might have.” This was one phone call Rett would make, all proper and business-like, first thing Monday morning. Maybe Camille could pass her name on to someone who could tell someone who knew someone that Rett Jamison was not a pain in the ass to work with. Even if that didn’t fix the problem, it might help repair the damage her reputation had taken. She realized the dark-haired woman had taken the barstool Camille had vacated. She indicated the card before she pocketed it. “A good contact–a bonus for the evening’s work.”
“You were great,” she said. Rett had the oddest impression that she was being laughed at, not unkindly, but something she was doing was amusing this woman to no end.
Something in the deep brown eyes was familiar but she could hardly say, “Don’t I know you from somewhere?” in a bar. It would sound too much like a pick-up line. So she settled for, “Thanks. It’s always good to have an appreciative audience.”
The woman gestured at the empty beer bottle. “Can I get you another? Or something else? You must be feeling dehydrated.”
“I’ll take another beer, thank you.” Rett instantly regretted accepting–it wasn’t like her, actually. She usually would have refused. Usually, she would have been halfway home by now. She didn’t want to go home. “Even though water would be better for me, you’re right.”
“I knew a singer once who was a fanatic about drinking water.” The woman waved the empty beer bottle at the bartender and held up two fingers. She rearranged herself so she was sitting on her leg, then leaned comfortably on the bar. “They never make these things for the height-impaired.”
Someone called, “‘Night, Angel!” and the woman waved.
“It was a coworker’s fortieth tonight. We didn’t expect such a nice evening of music. We just wanted to embarrass her into a public display of her Diana Ross impression.”
Rett guessed Angel was about her age. She was just making conversation when she said, “I hope someone will take me out on my fortieth,” then realized it was a major-league depressing thought. It was only a week and a half away, and no one would be taking her out. Forty. Forty and alone. Not even a brother or sister to tease her mercilessly.
Angel’s lips twitched. “I sincerely doubt you’ll have any trouble finding someone to do that for you.”
“You’d be surprised.” Shut up, Rett. God, was there anything more pathetic than pouring out one’s troubles to strangers in bars? The beers were delivered and she took a long swallow and sought frantically for something cheerful to say.
“Spoken like someone on the rebound,” Angel remarked. “Sorry, that’s really personal,” she added quickly. “I just recognized the tone of voice from my own recent experience.”
They shared a wry, mutually sympathetic smile and more beer. Someone turned up the jukebox and the noise somehow made it easier to talk. Rett offered to buy another round but Angel demurred.
“Two is my limit–goes right to my head. I do impulsive but usually wrong things.” She was looking at Rett when she said it, and that small gleam of amusement was back.
“I only have a walk home,” Rett said. “So I think I will have one more.”
“Feel free, please. I hope I didn’t sound preachy. Everybody tells me I tend to do that.”
Rett laughed. “Friends are so supportive, aren’t they?”
“Colleagues are even worse, especially when they have one more master’s degree than you.”
Yikes, Rett thought. Angel was some sort of brain. “What do you do?”
“I’m a research fellow at UCLA. DNA, human immune system, cancer, those sorts of things.”
Rett could tell that Angel had dumbed down the subject for her. She wasn’t that backward. “That must be fascinating.”
“Fascinating and frustrating. I also do a little bit of teaching, but mostly it’s research. Petri dishes, microscopes and genetic sampling.” She munched on a pretzel. “We isolated the gene that creates the predisposition for uterine cancer. That was exciting, to say the least. Then our funding got cut in half. The life of a researcher in a nutshell.”
“You have it almost as bad as a performer.”
“Gluttons for punishment. A performer’s career has a pretty big upside, you must admit.”
“If there is an up.”
“I hear that.” Angel’s eyes flickered with intensity. “There’s a pretty big up for a researcher if you’re in it for the love of the project. I want to be there when we unlock the last code. I know there’s no chance of that–it’s going to take more years than I’ve got left. But think of it–unlocking the secret of what makes us human instead of chimpanzees. How we think, what part of us laughs.”
“What about why we think and laugh? Is all our behavior part of our code? Or is there room for improvisation?”
Angel took the question more seriously than Rett intended. “The mystery of what we can do is there, written on our genes.”
It sounded too much like predestination to Rett. “But can’t a building be more than its blueprint? Isn’t that what art is all about?”
“What may seem like improvisation may really be growth. Finding the potential of your personal code. Doing things you didn’t think you could do.” Angel took a quick breath and her deep brown gaze never left Rett. “Getting in touch with the parts of your code you ignore, or thought weren’t even there.”
Rett swallowed hard. Why did it seem like Angel was talking about something else entirely? Or was she just hearing something that wasn’t there? “So spontaneity is just doing something you could have done all along?”
Angel reached for Rett’s half-finished beer and at Rett’s nod, took a quick swig. “Doing things that aren’t typically you. Like this.”
The kiss was quick but supercharged. Rett felt the zing through her spine and thighs.
Angel had her hand over her mouth. “I don’t know what made me do that. I mean, I do know. But I’m sorry.”
Rett wanted to say, “Don’t be,” but she was too startled by her physical response to have much ability for speech left. She found herself staring at Angel’s lips while all the things she should have said, like “I’m not ready for this” and “Shouldn’t we get to know each other better?” failed to come out of her mouth. She had never done what Trish referred to as “kiss and boff.” Trish had been the quickest to get her into bed–and it had taken three dates. Trish had blamed Rett’s prudish sex mores on a Minnesotan upbringing, but then Trish didn’t know her mother’s proclivities, and Rett had never enlightened her. Yet no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t stop looking at Angel’s lips. She was short of breath and a prickle of sweat dampened the back of her neck.
“I think it’s time for me to head home. It’s a bit of a drive,” Angel said. “Maybe…maybe I could give you my number.”
Rett’s mouth outstripped the rest of her body’s opinions. “No, I mean yes. I mean it would be okay, you don’t have to go–”
“I think I should. This is crazy.” Angel laughed nervously. The hand that was writing her number on the bar napkin was shaking. “If you ever want to get together, give me a call.”
“Okay,” Rett said. She was already kicking herself for having blown the moment.
Angel slid the napkin toward her and Rett pocketed it without taking her gaze from Angel’s. Lovely brown eyes, clear and topazy.
“I’ll call.” Rett meant it. She turned to her empty beer as Angel walked toward the door, but looked up when she realized Angel was coming back.
“An incentive,” Angel said huskily, and she pulled Rett’s mouth down to hers again.
Rett gasped and returned the kiss with more fervor than she had been willing to admit she could feel. Had she cared about Trish so little in the end that it had taken only a week to get over wanting her? You’d left her a while ago, Rett reminded herself, just as she’d left you. That you were living under the same roof is beside the point.
Angel’s hands cupped her face as their kiss continued. Any rational woman would stop it here, Rett thought. I must be crazy. It felt too good to stop. She closed her eyes. In a minute, she promised.
A minute turned to two and her hands were on Angel’s waist. She opened her mouth to Angel’s eager exploration and then bit the fingers that Angel slipped between their lips.
Angel was the one with the sense to stop. Rett was breathing hard into Angel’s shoulder, dizzy from all the blood draining out of her head to other places that were doing all the thinking.
“I think you got my message,” Angel said into Rett’s ear. “Maybe I could walk you to your car?”
Rett managed to lift her head, though she had to grip the bar to keep from appearing unsteady. “I walked, remember? I don’t live very far from here.”
Angel’s tongue flicked over her upper lip as she digested that information. “My car is right outside. I could drive you home at least. No expectations.”
“I think you know that if you did I wouldn’t say no.” Rett said. She managed to make eye contact, which was hard when she felt so emotionally naked. “Though I…I would rather not go to my place.”
Angel’s mouth opened as if she was going to kiss Rett again, then she glanced down at their entwined hands. “It’s forty-five minutes to my apartment even at this hour and I think I know what you mean. Home is still too full of someone else.” She squeezed Rett’s hands. “Maybe we both need a little more time.”
From far away, through the dizzying desire and the roar of her pulse, Rett heard herself say, “There are a couple of motels just down Santa Monica Boulevard.”
Angel caught her breath. “Yes, that would work.”
Rett just stared at Angel, unable to say that she needed Angel to make the decisions right now.
“Let’s go,” Angel whispered.
¿El amor verdadero se esconde en los momentos que quedan en el recuerdo? ¿O en aquellos que decidimos olvidar? Nada como una reunión de ex-alumnos para que los viejos tiempos nos inunden de nuevo…
Viejas pasiones. La hermosa cantante Loretta «Rett» Jamison se ha construido una exitosa carrera con un repertorio repleto de baladas de amor y sensuales temas de jazz. Sin embargo, el fracaso de su relación con su mánager y amante Trisha York ha dejado un creciente vacío en su corazón. Trisha parece haber encontrado lo que necesitaba en brazos de mujeres más jóvenes. ¿Podrá Rett encontrarlo en los labios de la compañera de clase que le enseñó por primera vez lo que era la pasión?
Viejos secretos. La antigua capitana del equipo de animadoras, Cinny Keilor, es la típica chica de oro americana… pero esconde un secreto que la consume por dentro. Tan rubia y hermosa como antaño, la alta y esbelta Cinny tiene ganas de revivir los días idílicos de bailes y partidos. ¿Pero acaso se ha olvidado de las tórridas noches que pasó en el asiento trasero del coche con otra mujer?
Viejas heridas. La ganadora del Premio Nacional de Ciencias, la doctora Angelica Martinetta, es una de las invitadas de honor del comité de la reunión, por sus victorias en la lucha contra el cáncer de ovarios. La que en su día fuera considerada una forastera vuelve para enfrentarse a un desafío diferente. ¿Podrá ganarse el corazón de la mujer por la que ha suspirado durante todos esos años?
Sobre el Autor
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